If you've been on a 'spiritual' quest/journey/exploration, maybe it's time to hang it up, stop seeking, cease looking and get real/present right where you are. Our goals contain a gift for us when we recognize whatever we're searching for was within us all along. How about giving up the discipline and enjoy life awhile? What aspect of ego have you been feeding by living small, denying your intuitive knowing, innate wisdom, exuberant vitality and aliveness or experiencing lack or dis-ease? Take a time out and just radiate your essence. It's enough.