''The elf-queene, with hir joly compaignie, Daunced ful ofte in many a grene mede.” Geoffrey Chaucer "The Wife of Bath’s Tale"


Whatever you focus on, you will experience.
So, when you talk about "what is" or "what was," even if you're just explaining to a friendly ear, you project more of the same into the future. 
If you ask more than you give thanks, you'll believe less in your own power.
And if you insist that it's hard and that you're lonely, you'll find that it is and you are.
Or, you can choose to focus on what you like, what you love, and how very photogenic you are.
   The Universe


The Action Planet is in Post Retrograde Shadow phase until May 2 so I'm playing it safe here at The Cottage doing a bit of decorating, my meditation of choice, and realized there's a plus to Mercury slowdown.  It's given me the slo-mo to review some prospective relocations when cottage sells, to discover more cons than pros on some, so updated list.  Then only this morning I had a big intuitive reveal -- about love and romance.  While considering to go on a blind date, I got smacked in Solar Plexus loud and clear that I don't want the ties and responsibility that comes with falling in love again!  Who knew?


***NEW MOON* in Aries + Mercury going Direct marks a turning point for us all.This recent passage hopefully has brought us galvanizing growth, broader understanding, and self-forgiveness coupled with greater awareness of our actions and their effects.As a new cycle begins, we set forth with new understanding and are ready to seed our actions with our newfound inspiration.But patience is needed, as mindfulness is seeded with every step in its own good time.
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Tomorrow, April 15, light a candle and welcome Mercury Retrograde  Stationary Direct and  New Moon in Aries!  The perfect kick start for new beginnings.  The planetary aspects/friendly stars should clear our path ahead so be ready to launch new projects, complete old ones and review and release what no longer serves.  Don't forget Abundance Bucks and  practice Presence!


Now that Spring has sprung here, do you have some new goals/projects corresponding to the new growth season?  Some are beginning all new while others are ceasing  goals entirely -- same difference. Then there's those that fall  in between somewhere, taking the middle road, updating goals aka giving up/align with the Matrix/stuck in a rut by accepting what is.  Whatever your choice, stall until Mercury Retrograde goes Stationary Direct April 15.


Those that know about portals are familiar with energy vortex gateways, in theory anyway.  Many sense landscape portals, for good or ill, and embrace or avoid accordingly.  While there's a lot of ideas about portals, one is that they are technological gateways installed by  ET's/Matrix/controllers/hackers,   no doubt for their own agenda.  Interior portals in rooms are probably bleed-through from earth portals under the house. Seen a ghost lately?  May be an interdimensional pathway aka portal.  Years ago I looked up and saw a 'ghostly' woman in the hall who was as startled to see me as I was her!  That wasn't the only strange thing that happened there, but even then I knew it was some kind of technological glitch.


Those affected by  Mercury Retrograde will be glad to know just 4 more days until Mercury goes Stationary Direct April 15.  There's still the post retrograde shadow to go through but it's doable.


What do you do when there is no way?  Instead of resistance/dragging out your arsenal of tools to attack, what about just decide there's a way, or even better there's lot's of ways.  The marvelous Divine Intelligence that gave us life, governs our body systems, protects and heals us, created this gorgeous blue planet and all the stars above, can surely delete/solve, provide solutions for any and all issues, dilemmas, conditions/anything created, including world affairs, climate change, limitations/shortages, earthquakes, tsunamis, even escape The Matrix/computer simulated reality.  Try it.


I know many of my readers practice gratefulness -- I started to write "the art" of gratefulness but it's not an art it's a science, meaning technology with  repeatable results, rather confusing because we equate 'art' with refined skill.  Practicing grateful thankfulness technology  creates same results while art is our skill in using it. Just do it.


With another week to go until Mercury goes direct April 15, many are bored, grumpy and so over the Action planet slowdown! It's a good time to review and release what no longer serves, and intensify Attention on what you want. Speak your Creative word and be thankful for it,  even though you don't have it yet, that's the open sesame to manifestation.


According to don Miguel Ruiz, everything we do is based on agreements we have made — agreements with ourselves, with other people, with God, and with life. But the most important agreements are the ones we make with ourselves. With these agreements we tell ourselves who we are, how to behave, what is possible, what is impossible.

The Five Agreements:
    Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.
    Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.
    Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness, and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.
    Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are tired as opposed to well rested. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse, and regret.
    Don’t believe yourself or anybody else. Use the power of doubt to question everything you hear: Is it really the truth? Listen to the intent behind the words, and you will understand the real message.


Those that practice Don Miquel Ruiz The Four Agreements know the discipline required. Many were domesticated by family, school, society and religion until  so brainwashed it's a wonder we have any Will left.  When you're struggling  to just survive, the concept of surrender is out of the question until someday inspiration comes a la Toltec Teachings empowering frequency. Try it.


I surrender to life. Everything in life is just the way it is, and because I accept everything as it is, I don't worry about anything. I surrender to the force of life that's flowing through my body and my mind. It's a way of being. It's being life.


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The full moon on Saturday March 31, 2018 at 10° Libra is a blue moon because it is the second full moon of the calendar month. The Blue Moon March 2018 astrology chart has eight challenging red aspects and one helpful blue aspect. Full Moon March 2018 is a blue moon in every sense of the word.
Mercury retrograde opposite the Blue Moon March 2018 means it will be hard to understand your feelings and even harder to share them. Saturn square the full moon and Mercury brings negative thinking, sadness and loneliness. Worry and fear from fixed stars make this a particularly troubling full moon. Doing nothing and letting the full moon get you down is not an option.
The good thing about challenging aspects is that they force you work hard and improve yourself. The one positive aspect in the full moon chart is helping you positively transform your life in powerful ways. This is a full moon to work with your fears and release them from your subconscious.


For those of a certain age, what would you like to do next?  How many squander their creative energy, ego driven by transparent (to them anyway) identities?  Others at cross-purposes, remain extras in the reality movie, perhaps to awaken at another time.  Advanced creators answered  the call, willing to go it alone if necessary, to make their contribution aka The Mission.  It's not too late............join us.


It's rainy days here at The Cottage, turning everything green again.  AKA the growing season, the energy is palpable, inspiring a vision of busy elves/brownies swarming/working  to the tune of spring - how fun!  It reminds me of a wonderful story/website Lily Hill Farm I discovered many years ago.  


With Easter on the way many are preparing for holiday dinner gatherings, some are going to Easter sunrise services followed by planting gardens. Non religious view it as symbolic, while some relate to a bit of both.  Whatever your persuasion, remember to light a candle and welcome the return of the Sun.


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Mercury Retrograde in Aries
 Many of you know the drill: Count on greater misunderstandings, as all communications are more likely to suffer; expect delays and/or undelivered mail or messages.  EXPECT to write and rewrite in the present and WISH to rewrite the past.  Always get repairs done of any kind before Mercury Retrograde begins or wait until it ends. 
Emergencies excepted, Mercury Retrograde is definitely NOT the time to start a new relationship, a new job, or long-term project — let alone a new career; it is not the time enter into binding commitments (marriage, financial, or otherwise) without the absolute expectation of necessary modifications, alternative compromises and/or reversals in the original plan and/or intent.  Unless it’s an emergency, it is generally not a good idea make or go to medical appointments during Mercury Retrograde.


Is your goal success hit or miss?  Join the club!  In case you're on The Mission, make sure your goal is aligned  or it usually won't happen.  I said 'usually' because sometimes it will, as a detour, when we insist on having our way/misinterpret messages etc.  Hindsight is 20 20 so proceed slowly.


This morning I was thinking about what I needed and spirit reminded me of a previous experience.  I had made a list of all I needed before moving to Virginia Beach -- turned out I hated living on the ocean, the jobs I got were duds and the resort area was too expensive etc so I moved home.  Within a month I had fab job, fab apt and met the love of my life!  I asked Sissy for a reading and her source said the same would have happened if I'd stayed at the beach!  With that in mind, I'm testing it out right here - let's see if everything I need manifests.


When a health issue reemerged, I was reminded to look for the creating metaphor.  A good way to discover transparent ones is, what does it feel like/what purpose does it serve?  Remember you don't have to be speaking the metaphor for it to be on perpetual create -- something activated it again, maybe a feeling, music, something on TV etc.  Play with metaphors to find the one with most charged particles then manage with EFT, HoOponopono etc.


It's Vernal Equinox Eve, so good time to review/release to  align with return of the sun.  Anytime is right time for change of heart/change of mind, new projects, challenges/upgrades.  Some are making big changes, divorce, relocation etc while others taking baby steps for now.  It's all about being true to yourself, walking your talk, making your contribution.   


Are you ready for spring?  The Vernal Equinox is around the corner, Tuesday, March 20, bringing fresh energy as we welcome the return of the sun.  The stars are inspiring a bit of redecorating here at The Cottage, my favorite thing!


Happy New Moon in Pisces and Happy St Patrick's Day to all and special memories, RIP to my Scotch Irish grandmother and RIP to  my English/Irish dearly beloved on our wedding anniversary 37 years ago today.


2018 March 17 New Moon in Pisces tomorrow so don't forget your  Abundance Bucks. 


I thought I'd share -   a  hypnotist said he noticed his clients were already hypnotized, confirming what I've been noticing for years, how many  are brainwashed, hypnotized, mind controlled, programmed, conditioned, domesticated aka The Matrix etc as I've posted before.  Parents, church, school, society, TV, media, government, Computer Simulated Reality, Astrology/ the stars, zombie propaganda.  Make it a priority to WAKE UP. 


For the brave, here's an informative article on Mind Control  that should make us question reality? Join us.


Regarding   yesterday's post,  should you be participating on the  group Mission/working with Nature Intelligence, or one of like kind, then that team  can and will override your personal wishes such as relocating etc.  Most are aware of this but some of the old school thinking may popup occasionally, easily recognized when we hit a brick wall/doesn't happen. In that case, just relax, communicate more with your team and be patient, they will let you know when it's time to move.


Spring on the way put me in a decorating mood, one of my favorite things.   Since The Cottage is For Sale though, I'm just rearranging the furniture, reminding me of  Edgar Cayce who said 'if you want to move then move your furniture' because aligned with our intention,The Universe gets the message.  Stay tuned.


With the Vernal Equinox, return of the sun,  just around the corner, some are inspired to reinvent themselves, with lifestyle, contributions, home etc expressing  who they are today.  Others are planting gardens, remodeling/redecorating, rearranging, reviewing and updating aligning with the change of season.   Spread your wings, take a chance, living the life you love.


Daffodils are blooming,  as we spring forward to Daylight Savings Time tonight  followed soon by the Vernal  Equinox.   The Ozarks are lovely anytime but especially so when Mother Nature struts her stuff with our gorgeous wildflowers/trees heralding the return of the Sun.  Come see us.


Have you noticed that the more you hurry, the slower you go?
The more you wait, the longer it takes?
The more you worry, the less you dream?
But the more you live, love, and laugh, the more you live, love, and laugh.
 The Universe


 Special thanks to John Cali newsletter for inspiring today's post.
What's your problem?  Some have protective shields, such as excess weight, tough talk/body language, defensive identities, while others maintain victim persona's to avoid responsibility.  There all created to save us from something we couldn't bear to experience but left on perpetual create, they morph into more than we intended, such as physical illness/distress, ie low back pain can represent wanting to back out of something, too much focus on the past "back then/when", financial lack of support/concern and more.  Hip/joint pain may represent suppressed rage/anger/shame/guilt that is inflammation/burning fiery emotions, neck pain aka pain in the neck, heart conditions broken heart, walking standing issues aka can't walk out/can't stand this, you get the drift. All these meant to save us actually attract that we feared.  Try Barbara Clark's meditations to release and go free.


Alien hackers?  In case that's true, most agree there's no escape, unless somehow the hackers might decide to release you from their program/move you to their reality per some unknown agenda OR could it be a contest/game  where  those that awaken aka catch on to the game, can go free? What do you think? 


The Full Moon in Virgo lunar energy activation's reminds me  there's no such thing as Free Will.  We love to think we're in charge aka create our own reality but candid self assessment may reveal otherwise.  The occasions we think we have proof may be the reality gods allowing us to think that. It's really a downer to consider our lives may be just entertainment for some advanced alien hackers somewhere goofing off?  *Say hey.
*Say hey:  Alien hackers -- maybe try appealing to their higher nature?  


Regarding yesterday's post on the Full Moon, maybe there's more to it?  It's painful when we experience swordthrusts but usually it means we ignored the pinpricks?  I'm  guilty of making excuses/not dealing with issues, then end up with major ones, hard to handle. Should this sound familiar, use your mojo/tools and return to Source.


Has the Full Moon spun you out?   The lunar energy seemed to come outa nowhere/hit below the belt, black magic hit and run - sound familiar?  Join the crowd!  Of course, painbody ego  found a way to sneak attack, so was a crack in the armor somewhere?  That suggests something to defend which attracts attacks, egoic mind loves that.  Back to the drawing board.  


: Nature intelligence does not
include these types of beings. It is a massive and flowing intelligence force. It is not made
up of individualized half human/half animal or energy life forms. One may look at beings
such as elves and devic angels as more communication bridges between humans and nature


The full moon on Thursday March 1, 2018 is at 11 degrees Virgo. The full moon March 2018 astrology chart shows an opposition to Neptune. This means confusion and deception in relationships because of negative emotions, behaviors and habits. A challenging fixed star conjunction increases the likelihood of problems because of lying, selfishness, immorality and meanness.
The March 2018 full moon makes a helpful aspect to Saturn which means you can take responsibility for your challenging behaviors. You can draw on extra self-discipline, patience and determination to break bad habits and improve your life. This is a good full moon to consult doctors and psychologists or visit a rehab center. Detoxify your body and soul.


If you'd like a simple method to reclaim balance and harmony, try practicing Presence, where you're present and experiencing w/o judgement/thinking.  Many don't know what that is, or that it's possible so remain bound by the Matrix prison of egoic mind.  The path to escape may just be another simulated reality software, allowing us to think we escape, but if it works, use it!  Join us


Everything is determined, the beginning as well as the end, by forces over which we have no control. It is determined for the insect, as well as for the star. Human beings, vegetables, or cosmic dust, we all dance to a mysterious tune, intoned in the distance by an invisible piper.”Albert Einstein


It's a rainy Saturday morning, good time to sit by the fireplace with a cuppa, and entertain the space of expectancy per The Universe. Join me.


Have the winds of Fate carried you down a windy road?  If so it polished and refined you 'til you're bright and shiny.  Along the way you refined yourself, a real plus in becoming who you wanted to be. Alone, exploring the path, you disentangled  from negative situations, choosing to experience without judgement, following your own star, to participate in the great shift to the Age of Aquarius.  Shine on.


It's been quiet here at The Cottage as I revive routine a la domestic goddess/kitchen diva..........going from take-out to homemade.  On a metaphysical note, there's change on the way, since  change in one area reflects change in other areas.  What seems like small changes can activate reality shifts/upgrades, clearing our path of transparent blocks and detours, perhaps  best seen in hindsight.  FYI, you can't learn to swim w/o getting in the water, so dive in! 


We're all familiar with the proverb  "Blood's thicker than water", used to explain family ties come first.  How often have we excused negativity  because they're family?  Maybe it's embedded in our DNA, inserted software OR throwback to paleo era when we needed our tribe for survival?  Should yours be unsupportive, nix the grief, cut the ties and replace with  likeminded others.


Today's mantra: "Happy News".
Maybe you've noticed , socalled close relationships not so close anymore -- those sensitive/intuitive may even perceive some hostility?  Should this happen to you, release the tie ASAP and move on.  Remember, "when one door closes another opens" and embrace  higher and better ahead.


Lot's of recent activity has kept me busy, tax time, home repairs, deaths in family (RIP), so new projects went  on the back burner.  On the plus side, after all the usual health/diet hype, I've switched permanently back to Paleo diet which entails a bit of cooking, something I gave up years ago, but actually enjoy.  I made homemade ketchup this week, quick and easy and homemade mayo next on list. You may wonder why I'm sharing, but the kitchen diva's out there understand how spiritual preparing food is..........join us. 


While some of us were trying to figure out how to use our smartphones, others somewhere were creating advanced technology to use against us.  Beware.


Yesterdays Rumi post was a good reminder about receiving.  We can get so frantic trying to find/create what we want when we need to  stay still and follow our intuitive guidance. Over the years I've had several experiences on this, so know it works. When we dive in trying to create goals it may  create blocking energy  so next time listen to your intuition.


Years ago, while still in the beauty business,, one of my clients was rebooting her franchise and became a great success.   Just this morning something reminded me of her and got me to thinking about the qualities that contributed to her achievements. She was a Leo, positive, exuberant, self confident, always up -- all the personality attributes of that astrological sign, and in spite of  business  peaks and valleys she always rebounded  stronger and better.  Her brand is a household name, showing what tunnel vision, hard work, tenacity vis a vis never give up dedication can do.  Thank you GF, for inspiring women everywhere.


How's the SuperBlueMoon/Lunar Eclipse vibes treating you?  Some report health and or relationship issues etc while others appreciated the illuminating lunar rays raising vibrations.. Here at The Cottage, the rays reveal new horizons.


Ho’oponopono by Dr. Hew Len

We are going through a time when many are upset and agitated about the direction of our government.  It feels like a good time to focus on peace, calm, and neutrality.  I am reminded of a powerful way of shifting that I have mentioned before and that is taught by Dr. Hew Len.  It is a Hawaiian ritual called Ho’oponopono.
The essence of it is that we are totally responsible for our own life and universe, and that we can use the world we are in as a mirror for learning where to focus on loving ourselves at a deeper level.
When we are bothered by or reacting to something outside of ourselves, we look for where/how/when we said/thought/or did the very same thing that is bothering us.  We then focus on loving and accepting ourselves for the very same thing.  It is as simple as expressing to ourselves, “Thank you, I love you!  I love you, thank you!”
YES, it is that simple!  And,it directly addresses what I believe is our biggest symptom…lack of self acceptance.


Maybe it's the SuperBlueMoon Lunar Eclipse vibes but I'm inspired  to expand my horizons so taking baby  steps--  let's see if The Universe  recognizes?   On the other hand, it occurs to me that I may be responding to someones telepathic request?  We just love to think we create our own reality/that we're in charge etc when we may be responding to subtle mind control a la marketing, TV commercials vis a vis brainwashing and worse yet, frequency  broadcasts sent via advanced technology? *Holy smoke!
*HOLY SMOKE-- I realized years ago this expression/metaphor is subconscious recognition of programming/entity and stopped using it but it followed today's post in emphatic way so included it. Advanced readers 'get it' and need no explanation.


Are you feeling the  approaching SuperBlueMoon Total Lunar Eclipse energy? It's giving  a boost, escalating/firing neutrons,  raising vibrations.  Here at The Cottage, I'm intensifying intention on HoOponopono forgiveness tech......... thank you Dr. Hew Len. 


How susceptible are we to mind control?  I mean covert mind control from outside sources that control the masses.  We have TV, newspapers, internet etc subtle brainwashing but there's more, broadcast on frequencies most are unaware of, that are received by aligned brainwave frequencies.  Those who don't understand/believe this might educate themselves with many websites available and yes, they're pretty scary but not as scary as being controlled?  You decide.


The trouble with  goals is often we are just wishing and wanting unless the path to it is shown or it literally manifests.  My take on it is, let your intuition be your guide.  Intuition, the gut chakra/solar plexus, is the bridge to Higher I, and always true/accurate -  ie if your gut message is to move to Hawaii then why did we move to Florida? We go against our intuition then struggle when our choice doesn't work out?  No wonder.


Just a thought about goals - do you have some on the back burner?  I do, and realize they're leaking creative energy, even more so because they're unaligned and cancel each other out, so take my advice and create goals supportive of  each other.   Review, release, and choose what's right for you now, then intensify intention with tunnel vision focus until it's real. 


Just an interesting aside per computer simulated reality:  I just had  a one week software insert archive.  It began with a death in the family and ended/archived yesterday with return to normal here at The Cottage after the service and all the company.  Since in the past these have provided opportunity for airing family grievances, I sought to avert that from the start by creating peace/harmony for all concerned - and there was!  I'd like to take credit for it but suspect that too was just more software a la let her think she created that?  If you don't believe in  computer simulated reality theory, pay close attention and mind the edges anyway. 


Is it the New Moon?  I'm getting creative vibe to make some changes?  Neville said "Signs follow, they do not precede"  ..... wonderful things comes to mind so let's see where this inspiration goes.


I'm blaming all the upheavals, shifts, changes this week on the stars?  Here's to creating harmony again.......join me.


It's been said we live in an electric Universe; scientists theorize about plasma, electromagnetic fields, sun and even the human aura. That's way over my layman's head but from ages old Temple training I understand the concept of the electromagnetic Force popularized in Star Wars that forms reality. This electromagnetic frequency field connects and powers everything.


Reviewing OzarkAngel stats says posts about Arkansas are still #1! The Atlantean crystals, ley lines and  mounds embedded technology/stargate energy attracted many to participate, remotely or in person to the upgrade/frequency shift.  Are you one?  Click Comments and please share.


It's a snowy day here at The Cottage, a good time to review and release to make room for new.  If you're trying to change something, take a look at what you have now and update/upgrade and in faith, bless everyone and everything for highest good aka count your blessings.


I know you already know this, but  the only way one can find their way is to first be lost. To make it big, start out small. To fall in love, first feel none. Yet, when these adventures begin and the dreamers suddenly find themselves lost, small, and alone, you should hear the "expletives"!
 So, look at it like this: Any such feelings are simply a sign that you've made a really, really big and daring "wish," and its manifestation has already begun.
Foxy, clever, wry -
  The Universe


I've noticed that past creations may have a lot of attractive energy even when I've already been there done that.  Should this sound familiar, use your tech tools to delete the original creation, then return to Source.  .  . you know the drill.


Last night  I watched a show about the Black Knight aka Eye of Horus satellite.  I'd never heard of this before but reminded me of my own 'Eye of Horus' experience years ago - so yes it's a surveillance satellite but why did  it flash-me/check out a nobody/unknown divorcee struggling to make a living? I would have thought it was just a glitch if not for the Mathematical universe reminder/revelation?  Back then I didn't allow any attention on aliens/UFO's because all that was terrifying to me and was unaware of any alien technology.   I had a couple drone surveillance experiences last Fall that I attributed to  technology glitch but now that I'm aware of the Black Knight it makes me wonder?  Stay tuned.


Do you know why you behave the way you do? Getting down to the core of what motivates your perspective, thoughts, feelings, and actions is key when you want to rewire who you are or how you live. While the nature vs. nurture debate rages on, archetypes—your energy guides—offer a simple way to envision your identity, plus how and what to change.


In alignment with the 'New' Year, it's a good time to edit/change/amend your mind, opinion, relationship, ideas and beliefs.  Most are aware of what needs work but we like to hang on to the comfortable and familiar, even when it's not so comfortable.  Remember. don't expect successful results while still thinking the same old way.  The Universe doesn't accept fleeting/idle requests so when creating change say it and mean it!  When nothing budges back up and look at it from another perspective.


For those that see the symbolism of the 'New Year', you might need to end/erase some old creations that still hold energy and may block what you intend today.  Cut all the old ties, including relationships, and don't forget those imagined (creation software can't tell the difference since really it was All Imagined) ---  your 'dream lover' appropriate back when, will not be right for you now, aka jobs, houses etc.  The former may hold energy/charged particles on perpetual create? Ditto for old grudges, betrayals, black magic gossip (yours or theirs) ex's, Me too's etc. all draining your Creative Energy.


With the holidays mostly over, I'm back to routine, samo samo.   I'm not complaining - I lead a quiet life by choice and love it! I'm happy to explore doing what I love aka stillness.  Join me.